I Died and Discovered the Ultimate Truth About Love with Ruth Rousseau Clothier

Alex Ferrari 0:00
Tell me what your life was like before you died.

Ruth Rousseau Clothier 0:08
When I was 20 years old, I was seven months pregnant for my son, I went to a cardiologist office for electrocardiogram, and I had a cardiac arrest on the table. The gynecologist felt as though that that was from the baby cutting off the main artery, but because of my heart history, there was five cardiologists in the hospital greeting me, because they put me through every X ray. They thought that I was going to die. That night, they had the priest came out to give me last rites, and they had the whole operating room ready to take the baby. And when I had this I went over, and at that point, I felt love beyond anything. I even greeted my son's spirit. And I was told that I could go back, but if I went back, I would have to recite the word love, because I touched love beyond anything, and I never forgot it. And if I would repeat the word, just the word love, and do breath work that it would I was shown where it would go, and the baby would be born, and everything would be fine. If I went into fear, which was very easy for me to get into, because they had the operating room ready. My parents came in thinking I was going to die because the priest had just come in, and I asked the priest to leave because I wasn't planning on dying. And I said the word love 50 million times all night long, and I just breathed. They rolled me over every 15 minutes because they that's what the gynecologist wanted to make sure the baby was all right. But they have the all in all monitors IV for five days and seven days in the hospital. They were convinced that it was not going to work. One part of me was staying with the baby. I mean, I wouldn't leave it, but there was another consciousness that went over. I met some of the ones that I channel now again, and they gave me that information so that when I came back, I could take that and utilize it. So it was really like we learned with with meditation, where you use breath work and you just sit in quietness. It was not feeding the fear, because the fear was outrageous. I mean, they were convinced. I mean, they were talking out in their desk about it, and I could hear them. You know, she won't make it through the night, all this kind of stuff, so. But all I learned from that was that the power of the word love, and it never, ever, ever left, and it's still the main part of our book, is the human heart and and love. It was Jesus that I recognized on the mother aspect, probably in a couple different ways. One was Mother Mary, and just all these other energies which I didn't recognize him I knew nothing because I was a Catholic. So after that, you know, was two months later, the baby was born, and he was perfectly fine, and everything was wonderful, but I'd like to share something with you that brought sound. First started with sound. I was just into a wheelchair. I had many problems. I dragged away everything. My son had asked me to go down to a potluck, and we brought my daughters. I had, you know, four children, and my boys were older. My daughters were young. And we got into the car, and he said, Would you please sing this? Sing Omar ash, Dubai, with me. I didn't know what? Oh my gosh, goodbye was I had no idea, you know. He said, Well, Mom, it's God within. And he kind of knew me, you know. And so he says, he said, you'll love it. So we started singing. We were harmonizing all the way down, 45 minutes to get there. Got out the car, and I had no pain. My legs walked perfectly, so that set me on a destiny to find out what sound was, and no one around knew. So I was getting information from them. It's been, it's been a journey with sound, human heart breath work. Ever since those I was with a center that was called the Human Heart Institute, and I was the teacher I channeled. And, you know, I was the one that led the meditations. So I was already channeling at that time. I was verbally channeling in 1991 so it was, it was interesting. When I went over, I had taken an antibiotic for UTI, I had chronic bladder infections, and so I took it. I had been allergic to antibiotics before, so And of course, I got a terrible allergic reaction. And I went over, and as I went over, I heard sound, and it filled the whole universe, and then came back with all harmonics and embraced the earth, and then went back up again. And I went, wow. So I was greeted by all the masters that I that I channel, that I know right now, but then there are so many more that are in the group, so they showed me what's happening now. And I was stunned. I mean, I'm sitting there going, Whoa, okay, guys, why am I singing this? And so then I went on a journey to see what would how things would come about, not that I retained everything when I came back. I'm not saying that it was, it's been a process for me to learn it when they would give it for. Worth. But they showed me all of this, and then it didn't happen. When that was 1993 then in 2020 and December 30, I was sitting in meditation, and all of a sudden I saw and I felt everything I had felt in that death experience, in detail. And I said, Why am I seeing this now? And I said, because this is now. I sat there with tears. I thought, What are you talking about? I thought it wasn't going to come about. I thought it was with ease. You know, we kind of went through all this, and we already went through it, and they said no. And then from that day forward, we've been putting through advanced meditations and going into more depth and writing more I would see hospitals. I saw fires, I saw floods. It was just earthquakes, tornadoes and and then arguments, just, I'm not one that's very heavy into all of what's going on in the world in the news, but I got to see the chaos that was going on, and it frightened the living daylights out of me. I thought, why are you showing me this? And they said, because it's time to get out, and it's time for people to understand that there's hope, that there's actually beauty going to happen, and it and it depends on what what they told me, and I guess they could tell it to you better than I could, but what I got explained to me is that we were going to go through this time, but at the same exact time, there's this whole energy coming off from the earth, just blessing the earth, because we're supposed to be rising in consciousness, and it's a mass thing. And they said, No matter, they told me, no matter who you are, no matter what past lives you've had, no matter what everyone is equal, and you are exactly what we are. You just don't know it. You know, I still bow, but you know to them, but you have to understand that they are. They've lived here, and most of them, all the ones that I'm really putting forth with the book, I think now I'm not sure if they're mixed with other ones, have all lived on this earth. They all know what it's like. They've all experienced it. They've taught in ashrams, they've taught in different places. They've walked as regular people. They've come in many times to really see the human race in the third dimensional reality. They showed me that we were going back to something that we had forgotten, that the Earth at one time, was balanced, and that it was free of emotion, of negative emotion. So we were regaining, you know, when a baby is born and how they have innocence and their eyes sparkle, and they they see everything as beauty. Well, that's what their message was. Is we are like that. We are that innocence. We are that part of us that are, that our whole essence remembers. We just have forgotten it that was a long, long, long, long, long, not in history. I don't think we'll ever find it, because it was another vibrational frequency. It was higher than it is now. So we've digressed into the third dimensional reality. The third dimensional reality is what your where to feed her on.

It's still living in the third dimensional reality. Your soul and your spirit are gradually moving and fluctuating between this reality and higher realities. And that's that's when, I don't know if you've this one, these two have experienced it, and other people have been calling her, I just lost a couple hours. And, you know, so it's that time frame. You didn't really lose it, but you were moving into different, different vibrational frequencies. And so what mother always says, And I will say it for her, because she didn't get to say it, you have to exercise your heart. It's like when you do breath work, it's not work. It's not sitting there, you know. It is exercising the breath work. And that's what this one does with sound. Exercises, the breath work with vibrational frequency, you exercise that part of you that moves, and you start being able to enjoy the growth that you're having. I'm not saying that people don't need to meditate, but once you learn how to meditate, you have to learn how to walk it into life, to bring it into every step of your life, every breath, everything so that you're visualizing through a centered reality, not through the chaos. You see the chaos. If you watched a person who was ascended in there, they came into embodiment and their teaching, they see everything. There is sorrow at times. I you know if someone dies, or you know, you know that from the writings of Yogananda, he had had grief. Those things are there, but you learn to do it with the two together. So it's not that we're saying, put blinders on. Don't look at anything. We're saying. If each person would give out and say love six times in every hour, you would be amazed on what would happen justice. Repeat the word love as often as possible. Repeat the word love. Love is not a definition. Love is a fluent movement, so which means, if you're standing there and you are looking. Everything around you seems to be crazy, then use your breath work. Use a positive affirmation. Use the word love. If everyone would do that, or as many people as possible, this energy would go out. And you are a collective. You're moving into Unity more than you think you are. That's why we're able to speak right now. We are moving into a higher frequency of reality, and you just trust you understand and you give allowances. Back then I was a full conscious, you know, full channel, and we had a group, and I would travel different places. I traveled all over to Alaska and worked with people in physical therapy offices with sound, and then I would channel, and it was accepted by different groups of people. I met PMH Atwater at a Science Symposium, and I had talked to her on the phone because someone said, you have to call her, because I have my third one. I never admitted that I had the other two, and I didn't know. And so I met her, and she put her arms around me, and she said, Honey. I said, What? What? And she said, you've had multiple death experiences and so many experiences, you better sit down and meditate and ask. She's wonderful. I gave I was not booked for a lecture and my table, I had called them, and they said, Yes, Ruth, we have someone that that we have a we have a booth for you. You can put your book and you can put your music there. And I said, Okay, we arrived, and it was right in front of the big doors. It opened up, and then they would come out, and they'd say, Ruth, could you just leave the booth with your husband and come in and give a talk? And I said, Sure. So, you know, it was accepted back there, you know, with the science symposiums, and you know, there was drum below when, you know, I met cry on one time when I was just starting out. I didn't even want to talk to him. I said, you have to go talk to him. I shook his hand, and a crowd of people came and I went, I'm out the door, so I've gotta, I've gotta contact him some time and say, No, I would really like to meet you. Between my two death experiences, my ex husband, at the time, was very much looking into everything. I mean, he was, you know, it was every Christianity, every Buddhism, he turned gray if he meditated. And he left for meditation class, and my son went to Aikido. And so I brought the girls up to put them to bed, and I was sitting in the bed, nursing, and all of a sudden, and the only one that could ever describe this is, PMH Atwater. I don't understand it. It was like someone took the roof off the house, but I was completely alive nursing. I knew, I mean, they must have planned it, because I knew I was right there, and I didn't leave the room. And this phenomenal energy came and said to me, you will bring the human heart, the Sacred Heart, into humanity, and have them understand that the heart is much more expansive, and in the future, people will get to understand it. So it was how the heart, I'm not scientists. I no idea what they were talking about. And they said, You will bring this into the world. And this was before my second death and the third death experience. And I went, who do you think you're talking to? I'm sitting there going, Are you crazy? And so I said, Can I can I go around ashram then can I go and learn? No, I've never gone anywhere to study, you know? And and so it's just it was remarkable. And my husband came home, and I told him, and he said, Oh, great. I go and meditate all my life, and you sit there, and this great, big, wonderful and it was like all I can say to you is some of them had come in the room, and I do think one of them was Jesus, and he was sitting on the bed. But this voice came through, and it was like this positively glorious revelational voice. I mean, it just in there went, my dear, and it was just beautiful. My whole body was radiating. And I'm just sitting there going, and I've never forgotten it. And then all of a sudden it closed up, and that was it. So it was to bring the Christ energy, the heart energy, into the world, is really what it was, and that there would be a time where people would understand it was glorious. There's no perfect foundation of spiritualism. It is for some people, and you can bring it with you, but I guess what people are teaching out right now, I think they're getting into it more, is that you have to learn to be consciously aware. You can take your own spirituality and keep on moving with it, because it's good. Many of us come back and forth. Jesus is on the earth a lot, and nobody is aware of it. In the Himalayan Mountains, people would know it. They would see me, you know, they could see that, that essence out in the world. It sometimes, you know, out in the regular world, people wouldn't even notice us. We love the Earth, and we would love to see it go back to what it was, and I guess that's what all of our messages are to people. You can do this. There is nothing holding anyone back.